I think it would be the ultimate ‘luck’ to have death happen just as I planned. I know it isn’t always possible.. Life Happens! And Yet, most everthing happens after we have had some input to the process and / or outcome. How I feel!
“I hope death is like
being carried to your bedroom
when you were a child
& fell asleep on the couch
during a family party.
I hope you can hear the laughter
from the next room” unknown
— ‘Mother Holding Child’ by Gustav Klimt, 1905